I just randomly watched this video: https://youtu.be/y_aWbWnmytY

It sums up just about perfectly everything I've learned over the years with regards to porn/sexual content, and my relationship with God and what He expects of me. One of the key lines of truth that stood out to me was "God sees weakness different from rebellion". I feel that's a very powerful line for anyone struggling to hear and understand.

God does not expect us to be without weakness. He expects us to come to Him, to ask for forgiveness and for help with the trials and challenges we face. And He will heal us. Some healing comes soon, some comes late, and some may not come until Heaven. But it will come.

My goals are to make sure I'm not in rebellion against God. I need to stay humble. I need to continue to do all I can to overcome my weaknesses, but leave the rest up to Him.