So two months ago I installed truple after litarelly 14 years of battling this. I had very low moments because of this, but I never gave up, because giving up would most certainly mean death for me, I don't believe that life would have a meaning if I gave up. So in the past two months I had a 15-day strak, 10-days streak and 9-days streak. I did fall, two of the falls were brutal, but all other falls were like very little. This may not sound like a success, but it is a very big step for me.
The times I would fall were when I found an unmonitored device, which is very hard to find. I'm not trying to find them, but I see the oportunity and just do it. I feel refreshed and sometimes its not easy, but its getting better with the time.
Are the devices in your home? Any way to get rid of them or lock them up?
Progress comes slowly for most. You'll have a nice streak, then stumble. Learn from the stumbling to protect yourself in the future then keep going. As you repeat this you'll eventually get the right barriers in place to help you. Then it becomes an endurance race where you just cant ease up too soon on the good habits/discipline.
Progress comes slowly for most. You'll have a nice streak, then stumble. Learn from the stumbling to protect yourself in the future then keep going. As you repeat this you'll eventually get the right barriers in place to help you. Then it becomes an endurance race where you just cant ease up too soon on the good habits/discipline.
by strider 166d 13h 52m ago
Thank you for the kind words and inspiration! So those devices are not at home. They are at work where I go part time once in 2-3 weeks. Today I installed truple on the work computer, but there is one more device(a smartphone) which I couldn't install truple as the battery died.
This battle is daily, if I'm not watching online...well...its summer and most girls don't have enough respect for themselves to put on proper clothes. I cannot install truple on my eyes...there I am the one who is the barrier keeper. And its very strange because at times I can be aware of this and not watch, but after awhile I fall into the pit and until I hit rock bottom in that manner its like I'm mesmerised and don't even realize it. Do you know a way to get recallibrated or refocused for this?
This battle is daily, if I'm not watching online...well...its summer and most girls don't have enough respect for themselves to put on proper clothes. I cannot install truple on my eyes...there I am the one who is the barrier keeper. And its very strange because at times I can be aware of this and not watch, but after awhile I fall into the pit and until I hit rock bottom in that manner its like I'm mesmerised and don't even realize it. Do you know a way to get recallibrated or refocused for this?
by etto 165d 9h 23m ago
Heads up, girls are allowed to wear tank tops and shorts when it’s summer heat (or anytime they might want to).
Seek therapy if you think girls shouldn’t be allowed to be comfortable and not overheat, and even get in water in a swimsuit. (Assuming you think modern swimsuits will be too revealing).
Seek therapy if you think girls shouldn’t be allowed to be comfortable and not overheat, and even get in water in a swimsuit. (Assuming you think modern swimsuits will be too revealing).
by Koshra 27d 20h 42m ago
That does make it difficult. The CBT approach may help. Essentially you need to rewire your brain so when you see someone partially dressed sexuality isn't the first thing you think of. That's hard to do though, when attention via sexuality is literally what they're going for most of the time. Avoid situations where you see a lot of people like that if you can. And... do a lot of soul searching and work with God.
by strider 165d 7h 44m ago