So like most people around here I have been struggling with porn since I was 12yo. Fast forward and I get really frustrated with it when I became 18yo. I started my battle, going trough different strategies and concepts, but nothing really worked. One time I didn't watch for about 9 months and fell into it again and when that happened it became almost impossible to combat it. I never gave up, nor I will give up as this is totally beatable and people can change. I've changed so many things in my life for the better, this is harder, but doable even after about 19 years addiction of my 31.

I now have a family and 2 beautiful toddlers(3 and 5). Being addicted to this, doing it in secret(I have tried combating it with a friend but didn't work), makes me feel so filthy and unworthy for my family and my beliefs. I cannot say that I'm faithful to my wife or kids while doing this. So I will not stop to combat it and try to change my habbits. Most of the time I fell was not because I felt urge, but rather I just had the habbit to do it.

I have tried ditching my phone for a dummy phone with buttons and stuff for a year. After that I tried doing calls and etc. via smartwatch only. Those things helped a bit. I bought a cheap Iphone 11 and started to get worse with it. I tried different software for accountability, but Iphone's limitations in IG and other socials just makes those apps worthless as the loopholes are very easy to manipulate.

I HAD IT ENOUGH! I ordered the cheapest Google Pixel phone so I don't have those limitations and wanted to try Truple as other software was text-based and not visual based. I'm willing to try it and see how it goes. I will update as time goes by.

From my lowest point I want to tell everyone - IT IS POSSIBLE! If you belive its not possible...well then you have lost the battle.