I have told his parents that after our family vacation, in July, we will likely be getting a divorce. He continues to "relapse" which I put in quotes because I don't know if he's ever actually been clean. Because once I dig and get proof and we argue for hours over him lying and gaslighting me. Then he finally comes clean. To me this is just a sign he's not ready or willing to give porn up. His dad talked to him. Since then he has been trying harder but it's only been a week. And I also do not know if it's love bombing with temporary change or real this time. I also do not know if he's still using. I have no trust for him anymore and at this point I just feel stupid for giving him so many chances.